This is the end of everything

Shar:
*didn't look away*
*try to breath normal*
"this was so good Tom"
"even for a second time in a short period"

Tom:
*smirk*
"It was indeed"
*lay my arms around her to pull her close to me again*

Shar:
"Tom?"
"Can you put my hold ups and jaretelles out?"
*grins*

Tom:
*laugh*
"with pleasure"
*sit up and take one leg in my hands*
*start slowly putting it out kissing the spots that get naked by doing so*
*and do the same by her other leg*

Shar:
*when he's ready I pull him back by his arms*
"good boy"
*and I give him a passional kiss*

Tom:
*kiss her back fiercely*
*go lay close to her again and put my arms around her*
"Good night Sharon"
*grins*

Shar:
"Goodnight Tom"
*and curl myself up against him*
*I take his hand and lay it between my legs*
*and then like this I fall asleep*

Tom:
*Fall asleep with her this close to me*
*and probably never slept this good*
*barely move in my sleep, keep holding her strong*
*and the great feelings of the evening show back up in my dreams*

Shar:
*with the sun on my face I wake up*
*when I feel someone holding me the first moment I think it's Bill*
*but then I remember last night and get a bit worried*
*what did I do? I'm cheating my boyfriend*
*I feel his hand between my legs and can't get the good feeling away*
*but then I notice something else too*
*something is pushing me on my butt*
*I turn my head a little bit to see his face*
*looks like he has some nice dreams*

Tom:
*don't wake up yet*
*and wouldn't want to either*
*been having nice dreams all night, as is clear*
*even in my dream i still am focussed on the fact she lays beside me*

Shar;
*slowly turn around to face him*
*and lay my hand on his proud*
*I start with a soft massage, not forgetting his balls*
*how longer I'm busy, how rougher I go*
*I put 2 fingers around his Eichel and start pulling*

Tom:
*wake up then*
*and the first thing I notice is my hand touching my penis and balls*
*feels like i'm still dreaming*
*moan when she starts going rougher and breath faster*
*my mouth stays opens in a silent moan*
*crawl my back*
*my hands reaching for her body*

Shar;
*notice he woke up*
"hey there"
"dreamed well?"
*grins*

Tom:
"Very well"
*grins*
*and then my hands finally reach her body*
*massage her boobs while she's touching me*

Shar:
*slap his hands away*
"no touching me today"
*Bill comes up in my mind and can't handle this longer*
*stop with what I was busy and stand up*
"sorry.. I can't do this anymore"
*go away to take a shower*

Tom:
*look up surprised*
*and suddenly she leaves*
*and her little friend goes down as fast as my mood when i realize what's going on*
*first wanna follow her but I don't wanna push her*
*so put on my boxer again and go down to make pancakes for breakfast*
*and then wait for her at the table*
*so lonely with my sexual frustration*

Shar:
*thought very well in the shower*
*what we were doing yesterday was so wrong*
*I have a boyfriend and then I just cheat on him with his brother*
*his twinbrother who came back to apalogize for taking away his girlfriends*
*and now he just starts over again.. with me*
*sigh*
*after while I'm down, eating from the pancakes in silence*

Tom:
*She hasn't said a word since she came down*
*look at her*
"Let me guess"
"You've been thinking and you don't wanna do this to Bill?"

Shar:
*drop my fork*
"yes"
"you can stay here if you want, but no more touching, no more flirting"
"and for sure, no more sex"
"I'll make up your bed again so you can sleep"

Tom:
*her words make me feel a lot of things, anger, sadness, betrayal, guilt*
*look at her*
"That's so fucking hypocrite!"
"You wanted is just as much as I did and you enjoyed it just as much as I did"
"You might be trying to fool yourself but you're not fooling me"
*stand up and go stand in front of her*
*and bring my face right in front of hers*
"Admit it"
"I've made you scream louder than he'll ever do"

Shar:
"I LOVE BILL!!!"
"We're even engaged! In October we're gonna marry!"
"It was fucking wrong of me to do this"
"And so wrong to even enjoy of this"
"I can't even tell Bill you forced me"
"The fault is also by me"
*start crying*

Tom:
*get a bit lost when she starts crying*
*I'm angry and hurt, but I don't want her to cry*
*wanna put my arms around her to console her*

Shar:
*immediately push him away*
"didn't you understand it?"
"no touching!"
*and run away to my room and lock myself up*

Tom:
"Okay whatever"
"Look after yourself then"
"I just wanted to be here for you"
"but I don't care anymore!"
*just go sit in the sofa then without doing anything*
*now she made me really angry*

Shar:
*a few days passes and we're still ignoring eachother*
*well I ignore him*
*when we go sleeping he sometimes come look when he thinks I'm sleeping*
*but he doesn't come further in my room*